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the winter withinit stopped working once he left like a train whose engine died of frost.
please just leave me alone.
those spindly neurons that once upon a time sent sparks of euphoria to her heart turned black and brittle
and now they crumble at the slightest echo of remorse.
i love nobody
she drew dark curtains around her heart sealed by the cruel passage of time.
i can't. the winter within
by ~flunkybed

cancerous clocksi dreamed that the sun didn't rise on the east coast but it refused to sink in california.
i dreamed that when your day was night and my night was day you became a carcinogen, and i was slowly dying of cancer.
i'm still dangling, waiting for gravity to macabrely claw me down. cancerous clocks
by ~flunkybed

the physics of falling in loveshe was a scientist, a girl who lived in numbers and theories and black-and-white truths. her only friends were euler, einstein, and pascal. she wore thick-framed glasses and clothes that protected her from notice, and her hair was limp like spaghetti. she spent saturday nights reading from her vast collection of scientific books. she loved it when it rained on saturday nights, so that the pitter-patter of precipitation overhead harmonized with galileo's romanticized voice in her mind. she found beauty in patterns, especially patterns in numbers, which was appropriate because she was a class-ten perfectionist. her goal in life was to achieve the physics of falling in love
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river of realityshe bubbles with sheer shamelessness shielded by a thin wall of reluctantly-preserved pride, in which a meager drop
of honesty lies.
she has chloroform lips disguised as honey and cornsilk hair – but it’s actually hay.
her broken-gem eyes are vacant under a veil of
fiery fervor.
she exudes warmth but her core is arctic: people love her anyway.
she is every stereotype and yet not.
i am twisted, dripping with raw
cynical humor no one understands but i know my boundaries. i have dignity but no confidence. &nbs river of reality
by ~flunkybed

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From the Journal of a CynicHe held her hand in the shadows, in a nanosecond of half-crazed lust. She didn't notice, or if she did she attributed it to cheap champagne and a dash of almost evaporated romantic idealism.

Funny how soul mates (if you'll pardon the expression) brush past each other, never questioning the way people shuffle in and out of each other's lives. Boy meets girl, girl meets boy, boy and girl fall in love, girl realizes boy is too boyish and dumps him for a married man who advertises men's cologne and has no time for his five and a half year old daughter.
Love. It's an almost invariable idiosyncracy in the genetic sequence From the Journal of a Cynic
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Sat Nov 14, 2009, 9:22 PM

I've been taking a hiatus from dA. I dunno. Too tired/busy/sleepy to write lately. But I think I'll be back soon

Anyway, I've jumped a bandwagon. I can't believe it. So terribly uncharacteristic of me. Maybe next I'll like Miley Cyrus and watch Disney Channel! Or I'll start singing Taylor Swift and carving gossipy initials into wood! DD:
But ohmygod this drama is too good to resist. Sure, there's plenty of flaws, but overall it's just so damn addicting. Like crack. Seriously. I want the main actor's facial bone structure. And collarbone. Mmm..
Yeah and it's really bizarre for me to love a Korean drama 'cause I think most of them are a waste of film space. And I think most Korean music (pop?) sucks. I have a pretty low opinion of the Korean entertainment business in general. EXCEPT THIS DRAMA

(and it's soundtrack zomg)
OH, I nearly forgot to say what the drama was called. It's called "You're Beautiful." Um, yeah. I know. Narsty name and poster. When I first heard about it, I didn't want to touch it with a thirty-foot stick.. but yeah now I'm a crack addict.

Oh, birthday tomorrow. 14th. Yay? Not really. Birthdays have lost their meaning.

1. Introduction
2. Love - [link]
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence - [link]
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again - [link]
11. Memory - [link]
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature - [link]
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow - [link]
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain - [link]
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations - [link]
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale - [link]
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm - [link]
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation - [link]

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Mood: Uneasy
Listening to: You're Beautiful OST
Watching: episode 12. over. and over. and over.

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*kitskids Oct 19, 2009, 6:13:00 PM

I’m turning japanese
I think I’m turning japanese
I really think so.
thanks for faving, “thanks japan.”
kit.

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~ItsxMagik Sep 24, 2009, 12:11:16 PM

_{Thank you for the watch <3}

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_{_{make a map of what you see; direct pain effectively.}}

~paperheartsyndrome Sep 23, 2009, 12:26:59 PM

thanks so much for the watch!

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_{please don't allow your voice to fade.}

~flunkybed Sep 23, 2009, 5:42:38 PM

no problem. your writing is pretty awesome

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There's a lady who's sure all that glitters is gold,
and she's buying a stairway to heaven..

~L-forever Sep 10, 2009, 8:35:14 PM

thanks for the

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^{Each man kills the thing he loves. -Oscar Wilde

The hawk on fire hangs still. Dilly dilly, calls the loft hawk, come and be killed. Dilly dilly, come let us die.

it's those stupid things we say in the rain, the words that can't ever be washed away.}